Daniela Pieper – Dein MILF ohne Maske Erlebnis & Coaching‑Format“

I find myself loosing all interest in soulmate or vocation or living my optimal life. It is very irritating to the small self to watch. But instead I realize that something is animating not just me but all of life. I am fascinated with the fact that I didn’t create this world and I didn’t bring myself into the world. So I didn’t create consciousness, all of this I had given to me just as a matter of grace. That’s capturing my deeper interest now. So there’s a fascination and there’s a compulsion to want to better understand what that source is. Where the compulsion before was to meet my true match. Now I am Interested to allow the creative new energy to live through me more freely so that I can get out of the way and allow that which is the creative element of the universe to live through my life. And about practicing yoga or meditation or soultalks I find ultimately that surrender to that energy is the ultimate practice.
I am also inspired by the magical element of spiritual work, the fact that this reality that we’ve been taught is solid and immovable is actually as much our creation as anything else. Like I cocreate enlightened sex. I even wrote here about it in an act of spontaneous writing and what I wrote manifested three months later. And that Showed me I can learn how to operate in the world, not just by moving the existing pieces around but by actually affecting the essential fabric of reality. Though I cannot control it and its frustrating that I dont get how it works. At the moment I am certainly not calling in a third stage man or so. What all evolutionary teachers about intimacy recommend or see as a goal. It s not happening at the moment. I lost all attraction for any men at all.